It had been a long 9 months that seemed like years, but we finally came to the end of my prego journey. The birth did not go as i had planed but then again you can't really plan these sort of things. Turns out that even though they were both so low, so much that Dr. Carroll could feel Asher's head just a cm away, he decided that he was not going to be a good boy. After 30 mins of trying to make him come out things turned for the worse his heart rate dropped and Adlee's sky rocketed, so it was time for a c-section. I was so nervous and scared bc this is NOT what i had prepared for, but i did what was best for my two babies, i mean they didn't make it easy while they were in me what made me thought the delivery would be any different lol.
After it was all over they brought Asher to me, and my eyes filled with tears as i saw the bright eyed little boy looking in to mine. I feel deep in love!! He was everything i ever dreamed of in a little boy perfect in every way! He was so sweet with his little chubby cheeks and his head full of dark hair and his oval Head bc he had been in the birth canal for 7 weeks lol but, i was so happy, then they brought Adlee over, and i feel in love again, twice in just a matter of mins i was in love with 3 people!! Adlee had her eyes open but had this serious look on her face and her scrunched up nose. she looked at me like OK I'm here how now lol she was the most perfect little girl with her button nose and her round little perfect head!
They were everything i ever wanted the two most beautiful babies I'd ever seen! I knew right then that this is why i was put on this earth, and why i was blessed with big hips lol God knew that one day i would be the proud mother of two sweet little peas in a pod!! They truly are my perfect pair!!
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